manda

and sometimes when you're on you're really fucking on and your friends they sing along and they love you but the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap and it teases you for weeks with its absence but you'll fight and you'll make it through you'll fake it if you have to and you'll show up for work with a smile you'll be better and you'll be smarter and more grown up and a better daughter or son and a real good friend and you'll be awake you'll be alert you'll be positive though it hurts and you'll laugh and embrace all your friends and you'll be a real good listener you'll be honest you'll be brave you'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful you'll be happy your ship may be coming in you're weak but not giving in to the cries and the wails of the valley below and your ship may be coming in you're weak but not giving in and you'll fight it you'll go out fighting

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you can all have mr. newman back now. thank you very much for the loan but i've decided not to go mad and try to eat him. he seems like he'd be mostly gristle, there wasn't a stew pot handy and it all just seemed like a lot of effort for veeery little payoff :]

hi, i'm manda newman, unit nine.